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Oy.  Good afternoon, bloggerland.

I did not want to come home from the Cape.  My ‘vacation’ was nice because I was with Sean and we weren’t near anyone we knew and I got to sleep three times in two days.  I’m still not so good at relaxing though.  Talk about the ultimate FAIL, I go on vacation to relax and end up thinking about EVERYTHING.

In case you’re new, thinking about everything is not relaxing.

Fail.

***EMO ALERT!!!***

So now I’m still thinking about everything and more.  Oy.

Life is like this giant dark cloud looming ahead of my every step.  Will it hit today?  Am I safe for another month?  Am I seriously moving towards it?

I just don’t understand.

I don’t know how to take anything one day at a time.

I’ve been reading Eat, Pray, Love, and I can really relate to the author in her descriptions of how she got to the point in her life that she’s at, how she can’t get rid of Depression and Loneliness (those bastards!), and about so much more.  It makes me wish I had her courage.  I know I have some courage and that I’m strong, but it’s not the kind of strength and courage I need to make it in life, it’s the kind of strength and courage I’ve developed to help everyone else make it in life.

I’m confused, and everything seems so hard.  Anyone else feel this way?

Anyone?

Bueller…?

Last night I was in a terrible low mood.  It’s been more common lately than it has been all year, it’s weird.

I think I spend too much time online and not enough time doing real life things.

No wonder I hardly have anything to write about.  :P

I took the above photo at my sister’s apartment.  I love those refrigerator magnet things.  I want some when I have my own place, but I probably won’t want the all sexual ones like Alli has…  I miss spending time with Alli.

I’ll be at Sean’s all weekend.  We’re going to see the new Madagascar movie, I’m so excited!  Going to the movies with Sean is so awesome, but he always makes me leave when the credits start.  I’ll have no more of it!  The credits are awesome, and the music while they roll is usually pretty kickass too.

I’m probably going to come up with a blogging schedule so that I don’t spend every day on here.  Besides, I like organization.  Anything organized is perfect for me.  I like lists too.  I’m still working on my 101 in 1001, despite how I shot it down last night (neurotic, anyone?) because of my obligatory mood swings.  So, expect that Monday morning.

I’m still not sure about NaNoWriMo.  I’m feeling really overwhelmed right now with things I need to do and get done that I think it’s just one more thing added to the pile I don’t need.  Next year I’ll be more prepared and I’ll delegate my time better.  Sorry NaNos.  Next year you’ll have to keep poking me to get to work on it at least a month ahead of time.  I need prodding.

I’ve been listening to Nancy Sinatra’s Bang, Bang all morning.  Seriously, it’s on it’s 17th repeat right now.  I love this song.  It isn’t really depressing like I thought it was.

Random lolcat moment.

*** EXCITING NEWS!!! ***

Next Wednesday I’m participating in a Blog Swap with another writer at the 20 Something Bloggers so my blog will be featured at her page and her blog will be featured at mine.  Be sure to check it out!  It’s my first blog swap so I’m pretty excited about it.