Dagnabit.
Aug 22, 2009 Friendship, Ranteriffic, Relationships, The Tarably Wicked Show
Happy Saturday!
I am just taking a moment after a knock-down-drag-out fight with my husbands accumulated nonsense on his side of the bedroom to purge some shat. Nothin’ major… it’s just when people are fucking both awesome and asshole at the same time (not the same people) it is like thunder rumbling.
Last night was our weekly Friday Night Girls Night. It is growing to be the thing that I look forward to all week long. At first it was a me, Charli and Tarable exclusive thing but has evolved into a bunch of really awesome ladies and a HenrySan who finds pleasure in feeding us pineapple/vodka shots all night. (Dagnabit! Henry!)
What I love is that I have something POSITIVE to look forward to. We don’t spend a lot of money to host it. We pick a new, healthy recipe and everyone brings a little bit with them to put up to make enough. I also love that Charli is so comfortable there. She has a wonderful time with the ladies, and that gives D and Xavier a much needed guys break.
What is going to be awesome about it in the future is when we organize games and other fun stuff to do. I want to do pedis and trivia and something holiday themed. I wanna be an old bitty with my girls every Friday … old as hell … gossiping my ass off. Yeah, I said it. A bitch loves to gossip.
Anyway… last night’s get together was an interesting one. Apparently Tarable thought it would be appropriate to go behind my back and have all these lovelies organize a surprise for me. PS I am not a fan of surprises. Tara made me the cutest card, which they all signed BEHIND MY BACK and gave me some of the most beautiful flowers. Evah.
It was a celebratory FNGN. A “We are so proud of you” party. It was so awesome that my ladies thought to congratulate me on my book publishing. On the fact that I really have started making my own dream come true. That kind of support is priceless. Those kinds of friendships are irreplaceable.
With that, I say “Thanks ladies! I love you!”
This last piece of business is a necessary evil. If you know… then you know. If you are completely lost, then it is good that you are.
I am not surprised anymore that you didn’t respond. I am even less surprised at your fake fucking canned commentary. Thank Goddess that I know now and not later after investing in “YOUR” dream that really… you are the most manipulative person I have ever met.
What sucks the most is who have followed you. Because if I haven’t already lost them … I can see the line in the sand being drawn slowly, and they are going to pick sides. I wouldn’t ever be the one to draw it but I will be the one to dig my feet deep into the side that I believe in. If it has to be that way, then so be it. When they come to see your true colors… I will be standing there waiting to tell them “I told you so!” first before hugging them.
That is how I motherfucking roll.
You are fucking with the wrong group of bitches. Believe that. When you can man up and hit reply or “call back” and hash shit out with me like I attempted to do with you, I will be here to reciprocate. Until then, good riddance. I am not interested in canned, templated or fake-as-hell commentary any longer. Be real for once. You would be surprised at the response you get from others.
Fin.
Tags: flowers, friday night, girls night, manipulation, stupid, Submissive Confessions
