The One Where I am Thankful
Nov 26, 2009 Current Events, Etc., Family, Friendship, Out of Wicked's Mouth, Out with the Old Wicked in with the New Wicked, The Tarably Wicked Show, This Thing Called Marriage., Thoughts and Perceptions, Wicked Wisdoms, love
Happy Day of Thanks everyone!
I was sitting here, at my parents house thinking about my boo-hoo’s, missing my D and mad at his ass for not being here today. (If you don’t know or haven’t read between the lines yet you aren’t privy.) Then I remembered that I am not a boo-hoo-er, nor am I the one to be all “someone pissed in my cheerios poor me” either.
So I got up and came here. To my place. Where I talk myself out of being an asshole or the hostess of my own pity party. Among other things of course.
I am Thankful for my own little nook here on the internet. It is my online diary. My online receptacle of all things ranty and annoying about my life, your lives and the lives of people that should be lined up and shot at.
I am Thankful for life. Many people that either I have loved or whom someone I love has loved have passed this past year and with every death is a reminder of how precious life is.
I am Thankful for love. I asked recently would you rather have fallen in love and experienced heartbreak or never have loved at all … I would rather endure that pain 100 times over to simply have felt what love is rather than not know.
I am Thankful for friendship. True friendship. Over the past few years I have ended shallow friendships and gained some unexpected and immensly important friendships with people who I now wonder how I ever lived with out. I appreciate them all equally but for different reasons.
I am Thankful for my ride or die bitches. You know who you are. My ladies don’t need to have attention called to their name. My TRUE bitches are smiling right now because they know who they are.
I am Thankful for family. I don’t have much left but who I do have are so special.
I am Thankful for my children.
I am Thankful for my husband.
I am Thankful for the ability to think, speak and act for myself.
I am just Thankful.
Have a great rest of your day. Feel free to share what you are Thankful for today. You know mionlinecasa essuonlinecasa.
(pee ess I WILL BE Thankful for some sex when I get it. For now, I am Thankful for the Almighty Diddle.)
Tags: thanksgiving
November 26th, 2009 at 15:33
I am thankful for my family as crazy and off the wall as we all are!
I am thankful for lycra because it is making me not have to unbutton anything today…because I HAVE BEEN EATING ALL DAY!
I am thankful for the unexpected man in my life (DON’T BLOW IT TARA!).
I am thankful for my sister from another mister LOVE YOU!
Tarable Reply:
November 26th, 2009 at 15:34
Oh and I am thankful that I finally got to punch my brother! YES!
Tyler LB. Reply:
November 26th, 2009 at 16:41
Tara’s mean huh?!
and is da faggiet
LivingWicked Reply:
November 27th, 2009 at 00:37
You both are faaaaaaaaaaaggggggieeeeeeeeeeeets.
November 26th, 2009 at 15:33
I am thankful that very shortly, I will no longer be pregnant. I am thankful for him…even with as much chaos and uncertainty he is bringing into my life with his creation and existance.
I am thankful that I have the ability to say NO right now and not give a flying fuck how it makes other people feel because, for once in my life, I’m being a selfish bitch and it’s okay.
I am thankful that my kids understand that microwaved turkey and gravy over mashed potatoes, with corn, stuffing and cranberry sauce is just a taste of the meal we are going to have as soon as mommy and their new baby brother come home from the hospital.
I am thankful for Dan and his understanding with WHY we are not celebrating today. I am thankful that he is doing the final nesting with me and that he seems to enjoy it.
I am thankful for the laughs and love that we have shared amongst ourselves today….and that while life has been crazy for the last nine months…it’s only going to get crazier for a while before it settles into it’s new pattern of calmness.
I am thankful for Walmart’s website so that I could have my nursing bras delivered right to my house, in the perfect size, that, upon wearing for the first time, feel like a second skin. My boobs are happy.
I am thankful I am soooo very much pregnant that it kept me from beating the everloving crap out of a bitch who stole my parking spot at Albertsons today when I went to get the ham and ended up making me walk a friggen MILE instead of right in front because of it. God knows I don’t want to deliver this baby in a jail cell with an assult charge on my ass…but she would have deserved it.
I am thankful for so much CHANGE from last year. Last year was pathetically sad…this year is more exciting. happier.
And I’m thankful for my friends, who have been my support system over the last several years. Without them, I’d have been royally screwed.
PeeEss I <3 u. I'mma call you when the baby gets here. I am on the schedule for tomorrow (as long as I don't get bumped, they are going to call me), but they are not letting anyone in because of the friggen SwineFlu PanicDemic. Dan can be there, but they won't even let a second support person in. Told my mom she couldn't come in. The kids can't even wait in the waiting room so Julie will be here at the house with them. They can't visit or anything. Won't see the baby till we come home on Sunday or Monday. I have to be on antibiotics for about 4 hours before they'll start my induction too, so I'll be there a while. Honestly, it ALL pisses me off. But I will be thankful that most of the pregos are indulging in black friday sales and NOT hogging all the birthing suites so that I can deliver. *sigh*
LivingWicked Reply:
November 27th, 2009 at 00:37
K call me.
I love you. Good luck.
November 26th, 2009 at 16:24
*The ever-cheesy but true; I am thankful for you; your take on the world and your words have meant a lot to me in the past year. You’re one of those people that make me want to be a better person; even when I’m failing miserably.
*I’m thankful that my son has rubber bones because, DAMN! He’s got falling and smacking his head down to a science. Somehow he walks out the other end of the incident smarter than when he dove in.
*I’m thankful for good news in unexpected places. Hell, I’m surviving on good news from unexpected places!
*I’m thankful for my husband; even when he drives me bananananananananas.
LivingWicked Reply:
November 27th, 2009 at 00:39
I love you like woah.
I need some good news in unexpected places.
November 26th, 2009 at 22:57
I am thankful for all the people in my life that love me.
I am thankful for friendship, for the friendships I have maintained through many many years and issues, to the friendships I am making as an adult, be they friends I see in person on a regular basis, or those I have never met who give me place to voice my opinions, worries and everything in between without judgement.
I am thankful for a job I love, and for the fact that I get along with everyone in my very small office.
I am thankful for the fact people actualy seem to listen when I have something important to say.
I am thankful that I have known love and heartbreak and betrayal, but have still maintained my ability to have faith in people.
LivingWicked Reply:
November 27th, 2009 at 00:40
<3 times infinity.
November 27th, 2009 at 01:27
I am thankful for my 3 amazing children who keep me on my toes every day! Aric is 15 and the sweetest young man, Camryn is 11 and a goofball but its the age..lol..Alexis is 5 going on 15 you know how this is! My husband who despite his many fuck ups and flaws I still love him with all of my heart because even when Im having the most horrible of days he still makes me feel like the most loved and most beautiful woman in the world! Im thankful for all of my friends I have reconnected here on FB. I am thankful that I get to read your blogs and get a look into your life and realize there are people out there just like me so thank you for that!
November 27th, 2009 at 08:09
i am thankful for the inbetween moments which make the bigger moments more powerful.
i am grateful for the silences between the songs.
i am thankful for being allowed to curse at hockey games, watching SYTUCD with my kiddos enthralled, sharing silliness and serious moments, too.
mostly, i am beyond grateful for having kiddos and friends who totally get it. and me. i am crying happy tears to think of how grateful i am to just be able to love and be loved in return.
November 30th, 2009 at 22:19
Aww! This was so sweet! Loved reading it