AllByMyselfania: Catsup
Jun 15, 2009 DUH, Etc., Fitness Forward, Masturbate-able, Plunges, Random, Yum... or Lack There Of., bitch
In my excitement for my vacation, I forgot to pay my internet bill. Oops. So I have been without internet (except for my phone) this entire time.
I am not really pissed about it either. I am pretty sure that if I would have had internet … I would have been on here a hell of a lot more than I should have been given the non-kid-fucking-do-what-I-want-naked circumstances.
Anyway, so I have had a great little break from my reality. I said I was gonna journal. I didnt. I did, however do a couple of things that I hadn’t ever done before… or at least not since I was a small girl. (small in size not age)
I bought a dress. I havent owned a dress since prom. (read: 12 years ago) I actually have been seeking a dress that makes me feel good when I am wearing it for months now, and havent felt *that* feeling until Saturday.
Did I take a picture to post? Nope. (I know I am a beeyotch.) It is a wear-in-Vegas dress for sure so you will see it then.
I bought another dress today when I got paid too. I tried 2 on and loved them both but only needed one. So I said to myself “If I am still thinking about the dress come Monday when I get paid… I am buying it.”
I woke up thinking about it, so I had to buy it. *grin*
The second thing I did was wear it sans any sort of spanks garment underneath. I would say that I am/in-transition-to-used-to-be a slimmer addict… not because I am necessarily rolling out of my clothes or anything … I think it was/is more a security blanket. And I took the plunge and didnt hide beneath it.
I am proud as fuck of myself.
I also did everything on my list that I said I would.
I also signed my lease. The lease that says on July 1st, I move into a 3 bedroom house with a fenced fucking yard. It is closer to work. It is the same monthly rent as my apartment is.
Can anyone say AWESOME!?
Right. Excuse me while I gross Cass out and air hump.
Also:
Today at Walmart my friend Jill and I were walking behind this meth head with open sores all over her body. She was scratching her ass as she walked down the lot… like I COULD SEE ALMOST ALL OF HER ASS CRACK complete with open sores all over it. I literally threw up in my mouth.
Mental picture? I think so! (Tuesday TMI bitches.)
Also ALSO:
I lost 10 pounds.
WOOOOOO!
That’s all I got.
What did you do this weekend?
If you could take a trip for 3 days anywhere in the world, where would you go and who would you take?
Tags: dress, naked, shopping, weight loss
June 15th, 2009 at 19:43
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June 15th, 2009 at 19:58
Australia. By myself.
I have all kinds of stories about junkies in detox with absysses in horrible parts of their body from infected needles. Meth is nothing compared to heroin.
LivingWicked Reply:
June 15th, 2009 at 20:05
Oh I already know. I was more focusing on how it was 3 in the afternoon in the Walmart parking lot and she was showing everyone there her ass and how it itched. HAH
June 15th, 2009 at 20:09
I think that depends on mood but right now? At this precise moment? I’d go to England. By myself. Because the reason I’d be going to England is already there. I met this girl online years ago and we are so f’ing close but I have never met her face to face and I am DYING to. So that’s where I’d be in a flash if it didn’t cost a gazillion dollars.
My weekend was fantastic. I finally got a much needed night out with a good friend. The sunday-morning-I-think-I-drank-too-much-headache was totally worth it.
LivingWicked Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 08:03
England huh? I haven’t really ever had a desire to go to England… at least not JUST England. Maybe as part of a trek across Europe.
What’s the appeal?
June 15th, 2009 at 20:23
I didn’t really do anything this weekend … went and visited my sister so I could see how she had done up the nursery (cos YAY I am going to be an Aunty again in September and this one will not be living the other side of the country) … Had brunch with my Dad and Stepmum yesterday as they had the day off work which was nice…
As for the travel thing .. it would all depend .. Living all the way down here in Australia, anywhere in the world to fly to apart from New Zealand would take up just about the whole of the 3 days .. For 3 days I would go to Melbourne, and have my sister fly there and meet me… or I would head to New Zealand because I love and miss it .. if I had longer.. I would probably be looking at England because it’s my favourite place in the whole world… and naturally Seattle so I could meet your awesome self …
LivingWicked Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 08:07
#2 England mention… what is the appeal for you?
And… YAY AUNTIE!!!!!!!!!!
Kylie Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 13:48
I don’t know if I can even explain the appeal really… I just love it .. I think it’s partly the history of the place, I have a natural interest in history, I love it, and English history and the kings and queens of the past and even the present is a topic I find fascinating, all the different traditions and ceremonies and things that haven’t changed in hundreds and hundreds of years, all the beautiful old castles and buildings, I’ve been there three times and come away loving it more each time…
I think also, I feel this absolute need to go back to England because of the bad memories i have of my last time there, the demise of a relationship that at the time I had thought was leading to marriage, the ups and downs as we broke up and got back together for 4 months until I finally couldn’t take it anymore, I feel a need to make some good memories of one of my favourite places again plus he kept all the photos dammit haha
and thank you
I am very excited, and can’t wait to meet my new little niece or nephew.
LivingWicked Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 14:44
June 15th, 2009 at 21:12
I’m on my phone, so there was no ‘humping’ action….SO THERE!!!
I kept my younger sister’s three Sat and Sun and had a doctor’s appt. and errands today.
3 days only? Texas or Florida with my poopy dog
LivingWicked Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 08:08
How about NOW?!
*pout* no one ever wants to pick Seattle.
Cassie Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 09:44
yeah, NOW!!! LOL
I would pick Seattle, but I’d have to fly there for three days and tickets are ‘pensive!!!
June 16th, 2009 at 02:43
I only get three days?!
*sigh*
I suppose it’s better than my usual “nothing,” huh? I’d take Keith and Perrin to a cabin in the woods where we could just be our little family without any interference or interruption.
LivingWicked Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 08:08
<3
This is my favorite answer so far.
June 16th, 2009 at 05:39
Congrats on losing 10 lbs and feeling fantastic in a new dress!!! It’s amazing how good that can feel!
LivingWicked Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 08:08
Yes it is. SO amazing.
June 16th, 2009 at 06:06
Yay for you! I had a dream about you this morning…..you were trying to tell me how huge you were and I was all “damn girl, you sexy!”. Is that weird?
3 days? I wouldn’t go anywhere. I’d get rid of the kid and spend some time at home with the squeeze.
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LivingWicked Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 08:09
No that isnt weird. I want to make out.
Oh this is tied for first place with the above answer. For completely different reasons.
June 16th, 2009 at 09:57
Congrats on the loss of the 10 lbs!!! You are doing awesome, Lady
Enjoy all this me-time/time off – you definitely deserve it.
LivingWicked Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 14:42
Thanks.
June 16th, 2009 at 10:44
If I could go anywhere for three days with one other person it would be Walter, and we’d go to a cabin in the middle of the woods far from everything. And it would be amazing.
This weekend I spent my time readjusting to being back at home and away from Walter. The biggest adjustment will come next week when I can no longer get in touch with him whenever I want. It will be the first time in 5 years that he’s been completely unreachable to me except via snail mail. It’s going to be really hard. REALLY HARD. But I can do it. We can do it.
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LivingWicked Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 14:43
I <3 this vacation.
I am here if you need to freak out and me to talk you off the ledge.
Jaime Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 15:40
Thanks. I’m sure it’ll happen at least two or three dozen times over the course of the next ten months…
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June 16th, 2009 at 12:07
I’d totes fly up to WA and hang out with you…I think we’d get along swimmingly and have a helluva good time!
Congratulations on the weight loss and the sexxxay new dresses…I bet you looked great in them.
And eff Spanx. They hurt.
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LivingWicked Reply:
June 16th, 2009 at 14:43
I am pretty sure we would.
Thanks… and I think that I did.
June 16th, 2009 at 23:21
(I hate that if I don’t catch your notice on fb, I get blog notices 24 hours late.)
I babysat a 2 year old who doesn’t have the vocabulary to express how much he thinks I’m the shit. I drank a beer. Made a new friend. Swam naked. Got a promotion at work.
3 day trip. Tokyo. Miyavi.
June 17th, 2009 at 10:35
in short..all of that is ELFING awesome!!
congratz to you <3
p.s. the air hump pic was a fave.
June 17th, 2009 at 11:40
Ten pounds…thats wonderful. New dresses…fantastical goodness.
3 days…hmmmm….i would take the kids to a beach house…where we could just enjoy each other and be our silly selves….or bring them to camp out with you and yours.
June 17th, 2009 at 14:27
Me and the Wife to Tokyo without a doubt…
June 17th, 2009 at 15:08
that is so awesome!! you are doing the southbeach thing right?
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